| Ok, so I haven't written anything since June 29th. Bad, I know. It's already October 5th, and ALOT has happened/changed. I don't even know where to begin to update...... I guess I can start with school. Well, sadly summer came to an end. At first it seemed like all I did was work and dance. Actually that's all I really did. Work and dance were my LIFE. Which is fine, but summertime is a time for fun and vacations. So, near the end of the summer I was all about adventure and relaxation. We went camping the weekend before school started. We camped at La Jolla Indian Reservation (which is NOT in La Jolla, that part really confused me), and it was an amazing site. Our tent was set up on a little hill which was a little difficult, because we didn't arrive as early in the morning as we planned, but we were lucky enough to even find a spot. There was a stream with picturesque rocks to climb and lay on, which is exactly what we did. Adrienne, Marcos, and I had an interesting adventure trying to cross the CRAZY waters to get to a nice big rock to sunbath on. People were tubing down the stream and it looked like a lot of fun, until they hit a rock and ate shit. hahahahaha. Eventually it got too HOT to sit on a rock and we got in the water and went down the stream like it was a slide. We hit a few rocks but it was fun. Later on, we had a nice camp fire, ate some delicious hamburgers and of course made some s'mores. It was a fun experience, but I was definately GLAD to go home and take a shower. After that weekend, was the first week of school. Not too exciting. The next weekend, was our relaxation part of our summer vaca. PALM SPRINGS!!!! We stayed in the Hilton, which was a very nice hotel and just hung out and relaxed. Laying by the pool, visiting the casino, dressing up for the last dinner. It was a lot of FUN. Sure I lost money but that's ok, I like sitting at the nickel slots and just pressing the button to see all the pictures change. Crazy I know. Whatever. Let's see......what else happened.....school is school. Boring and not so much fun, I'm doing okay this semester. Took my first History test this Monday and I got a B, doing really well in my math class. BOOORING......um.....work is work. Sometimes I hate it, sometimes I'll love it. MOST TIMES I hate it. This month is when I will be celebrating my 3 year anniversary with Submarina.....and I want to die. I seriously think I'm just over it and the people. EVERYONE with the exception of Ora is extremely lazy and just too damn idiotic. OR they're just plain assholes and I hate them. I WANT A NEW JOB!!! I know I always say that, this time I'm really going to try and get a new one. Good news is that after I had a break down at work one day, they have been working me 4 days instead of 5 days a week. I was way too tired because of dance and school and then working in the morning and then I was extremely stressed out and frustrated as well so I broke down and cried. Brian actually sent me home and had Matt come down to take my place. Matt was mad at Brian because he thought he made me quit. OH MAN. But now a days it's going ok....well for now. DANCE. Just got back from having a break because we had FULL OUT on Sept. 16th. And I was so GLAD to be on a break for a couple of weeks. Full Out was sooooo stressful this year for me. I took on 2 projects, plus doing the opening and closing, PLUS doing Hi-Fi. NEVER AGAIN. I mean I was extremely glad to do the projects at first and I love the people I was able to dance with but, it was way too much pressure and stress which led to frustration. In the end, it all worked out and came together and was an AMAZING show. For maybe 1 1/2 - 2 months, I had rehearsals EVERY night and they always ended really late. I was going crazy by the time Full out came around. My body and mind couldn't handle it after awhile so I think the break was in definate need for me. But we're back and we're getting ready for PRELUDE which is Dec. 2nd. We had a really good rehearsal tonight, got a lot of encouragement and I'm really excited to get our medley together for Prelude. Unfortunately Adrienne quit after full out so that she could take care of school and start working so it's going to be hard not having her there with me, but I know she'll still be just as supportive and she'll be there with me in my heart. I feel so refreshed with dancing and I hope that it only leads me to improving and moving on. I LOVE DANCE. Friends are great, they've seriously kept me sane this entire time. I'm so lucky to be surrounded by the people that I have because they understand me and know how to help me out when I've lost all sight of things. I've been able to spend time with more newer friends and that makes me really happy. I want to try and spend more time with my older friends like Adrienne and Andrea because they've been there for me from the beginning. No matter how busy we all get, we need to make time to keep our friendship going. I miss them and their company alot. As far as dating goes. I'm still dating MA. It's been a little over 5 months now. Everything is GREAT. He makes me really happy. Cheesy, I know but whatever I'm happy and I deserve this. He's really good to me and has really become one of my best friends. I think I've genuinely fallen for him. OH MY GOD I'm so cheesy!!!! AH whatever. Laugh if you want. I REALLY MISS MY FAMILY. But I get to see them for Thanksgiving so I'm REALLY EXCITED. I need to try and call them more. If not every other day, then every day. I really do miss them and hope that they know that and don't think I'm insensitive and don't care. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH. OK, So that was an extremely long entry and I doubt people still read this but that's ok. I just wanted to start writing in here so I can get back in the groove of writing about stuff again because I find that it helps. So good night and I will try to keep up with writing. -Cindy |
